super emo now

i m super emo now. super emo. emo emo emo.


seeing my friends ard mi always have a chance to reconcile with their ex bf or gf..
how abt mine? the point is i know i have moved on, but why m still tinking abt this shit in the middle of the night. what's holding mi back all these while? 2 yrs!! it has been bloody 2 years! i just need a msg from him. just one. at least i know tt he care, at least i know tt he still tinks abt me sometimes.. sometimes......................................................................................





why pple can have a second chance when mistakes happen? why i just can;t have another chance with him? in the first place, no mistakes were committed.







7 years on this guy, ER ZHI HUI. meishan!!!!!!! can u just wake up?






can anyone understand me? can anyone understand the pain of trapping in memories? the pain of loving someone still but u have to deny it and pretend to be strong? the pain of seeing him finally smile when we are no longer together? the pain when of loving someone so deeply?









actually i tink i m fine le. yup, i m fine. very fine.